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[Sep. 14th, 2007|01:21 pm] |
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Livejournal gives me gas! |
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| Guess Who! |
[Sep. 2nd, 2007|04:30 am] |
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I'm back and going to live journal it all up in this biotch! |
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| Zombie Attack Survival Test! |
[May. 16th, 2006|03:51 pm] |
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Official Survivor
Congratulations! You scored 73%! | | Whether through ferocity or quickness, you made it out. You made the right choice most of the time, but you probably screwed up somewhere. Nobody's perfect, at least you're alive. |  |
My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 20% on survivalpoints |
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| Drowning |
[May. 13th, 2006|05:21 pm] |
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I'm drowning in nothing
Nothing real
Nothing left
Nothing
I'm losing myself
Sinking deeper down
Silently leaving
This behind
Nothing left but me
I'm hating myself
Hating myself
Everyone hates me now
Everyone has changed
Everything has changed
Everyone has changed
But me |
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| Yay! |
[Apr. 24th, 2006|06:23 pm] |
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Jess is my best friend and I like that! :) |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|08:52 am] |
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| Sadness :( |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|01:05 pm] |
So last night I went with jess to get her snake put down. I felt so bad. I wish there was something I could've done. I was doing good until they went to take the snake away and jess looked at her one last time and said "I Love you". Then I almost started crying but luckily Im a hardcore Man and didn't lol. I know I should've went to the jungle to find a cure. My poor jess is stressed and sad. Hopefully now since the snake isnt suffering anymore she'll be better.
On a brighter note Im going to get my buisness up soon. I've got a shipment comingn on Tuesday and another sometime early next week. Hopefully my praying mantis eggsacs will come in (no their not illegal its just beena rumor for over 50 years I read about it on the NJ Wildlife and game endangered species list). Thats crazy I used to thik it was illegal to kill them. doesnt matter anyway cause I'll be helping them and releaseing them into the wild. Since their native to NJ its all good. I'll sell their eggsacs and release live ones its a beautiful thing.
Jess's mom got me a easter basket. That was awesome! I got family guy boxers. Thanks to mandy. I can't wait for my buisness to start and if I do good enough I can get away from staples and me and jess could definitly move out of state like she wants to. I just want to make her happy. Its my main goal in life. She means the world to me. Its a good thing I still keep her interested with my HUGE muscles and washboard abs.
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!! |
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| Today was a waste |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|08:20 pm] |
So last night me and Jess talked and I told her I was going to save my money and not get another ferret and get a outside hutch or something for the quails. She's always right I'm just stubborn.
So today when I woke up I was sooo tired and felt sick at work all day. It sucked. My boss yelled at me all day too. He was telling me it was my fault that the sales numbers where low. Its not possible cause they were the same yesterday (when I wasnt working) as they were today. So obviously its not me. Its not my fault that people come in and buy huge laser printers and don't want to buy attachments because it comes with it. Why would you buy a thousand doller color laser printer that comes with full ink cartridges and want to buy extra cartridges when they do 15,000 pages each and cost $200 each. They could just buy a new machine or something. My boss is dumb and doesnt know whats going on in my department and just wanted to bitch about something today cause he didnt get enough sleep and is fat.
I've been home since 5 and my grandmother picked me up to bring me to deposit my check. My grandma said that we might go to Japan this October. She also told me that the guy jay thats been renting their resturant on the bottom of their building hasnt paid rent in one year. Im gonna fuck him up. He fucking tried to kick me out of there when I was living there and said that he had more of a right to live there cuase he was paying rent and I just found out he never did. He's fucking scamming my grandparents and Im going to tell my parents cause they'll actually do something about it.
Anyway Im waiting for jess to get home she's on her way. I think we're going to do applebees tonight cause I feel like eating something good and having a beer. We'll Im going to play some command and conquer while I wait for her to get here. |
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| What else is new |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|05:47 pm] |
| You Are 98% Evil | 
You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you! |
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[Apr. 12th, 2006|08:11 pm] |
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Me and Jess are going to the Mindless Show in Philly!
Jess is at work right now and Im home from work today cause my uncles funeral was today. Im sitting home and my little brother and sister are in my room watching animal planet.
Today I found some cool spiders and worms and termites. My brother found a really cool true spider. I made a natural habitat out of an aquarium I bought a while ago. Hopefully the termites will start a colony and I'll have food for my spiderlings.
Today my Jumbo Brown Cotournix Quail eggs came today. 3 where cracked out of 12 so thats not so bad. I have them under a light so they do freeze or anything. I can't wait til they hatch. They supposed to be awesome birds. They'll mimic sounds and gestures. I'm so excited.
I cleaned Jimmies cage today and it was the worst smelling thing in the world. Im definitly not going to let his cage go that long again without being cleaned.
I can't wait til Jess gets home and notices the eggs lol. She wants to feed all of them to her snakes and shit. Everytime I mention quails of something that isnt a snake she is uninterested and just makes comments like quails are food. (like her pets are above all others). whatever Im not feeding the quails to anything cause their cute and cuddly and Im going to be their daddy.
Jess keeps saying stuff like you can't get another ferret or you can't have quails because her mom won't let them into the house. I don't want to live somewhere if Im going to be restricted like a highschool kid again. I don't think I should pay rent if I can't do what I want. Granted it isnt my house but if Im just going to be told to clean my room everyday and can't bring home what I want or told every 5 seconds that I need a car or I need to save money or I need to wipe my ass with supervision then Im just going to stay home where I pay $200 a month and can do whatever I want. I love jess but if I move in to her parents house and I feel trapped or restricted it'll just make things worse instead of better. Whenever I feel like that I flee and don't look back. I've done it many times before and won't hesistate to do it again. I love jess and don't want to ever loose her thats why I don't think this apartment in her parents basement is a good thing.
Anyways, I get paid tommorrow and stuff. 9 to 5 isnt that bad. Atleast I get out early enough to deposit my check. The guy who's selling me my bark scorpions and centipedes hasnt emailed me back yet. I hope its not because I told him to give me some proof so I know Im not getting scamed or anything. I hope it was a serious sale cause I really want to start some of my other breeding projects and start the buisness going.
Me and Jess have been looking at homes farther west in other states and Im so excited. I really want to get out of this shitty state. The houses out there are so much cheaper and nicer than the houses around here. Maybe we can find something nice with a full basement so me and jess can make a nice breeding room and breed in there ;) lol. snakes and inverts anyway. Jess doesnt want to reproduce with me yet lol. I don't know how we would be able to do the things that we do if me and jess had a kid. Im glad we're waiting on that til we're old and have nothing left to do. Our animals are our kids :)
I'm hungry again. I think Im gonna get something to eat and drink and maybe take a aspirin cause I'm starting to get a headache.
EVERYONE GO SEE MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE!!!!!!!!!!!
They need the support so they get bigger and keep making more albums and merch!!! |
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| Me and Jess |
[Feb. 28th, 2006|02:36 pm] |
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Today me and Jess are going to clean her room. Well actually its almost done, but we still have a little more to go. Later we have to get some food for the snakes. I can't wait to feed the boa a rat its gonna ve awesome. Right now me and Jess are watching The Craft I never noticed how old this movie was. Me and Jess cleaned off her shelf so we can make room for the critter keepers. Oh yea I said critter keepers thats right oh and there might be a tarantula in it or some other creature I don't even know what I'll put in it cause Im that random. Well Im going to finish watching this movie and chill with my baby. |
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| Yep |
[Feb. 25th, 2006|09:50 pm] |
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Well I havent updated in a long time. Yep nothing has changed except for life just keeps getting worse. I work 40 hours a week and never get to do anything. When I get home I just get shit from everyone telling me that I'm supposed to be saving my money and that I need a car. They say it like I'm dumb and don't know these things. I want to do drugs again cause then I'll just forget about everything and that would be awesome. I want to fight everyone I see cause Im just angry all the time. My fiance told me last night that Im a asshole and I make her feel like shit and I think my heart broke a little. I havent felt like this since before I moved out of my parents house the first time. I feel trapped. I feel like I have to be polite to everyone and follow everyones rules and obey all laws and go to church and clean my room or I'll get ground and sent to my room without any dinner. This is the reason why I left everything in the first place and went to seaside or lakewood or new york or beachwood or to roam free and be homeless and actually feel relaxed and free like I have a giant weight lifted off my shoulders. You ever see a lion or tiger in a zoo and notice there is just something in their eyes that is gone well thats me something is just gone and Im not me anymore Im just Mike Newman. gay. |
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| I hate Jackie. |
[Feb. 23rd, 2006|05:51 pm] |
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I've come to the decision that I no longer consider Jackie my friend. The reason is she's a fucking bitch who likes to talk shit. Jess tells me all the stupid comments she makes about me and Im done. I never did anything to deserve what she says about me. Its not my fault she went and got knocked up by so kid and no longer is going to have a life (if she had one to begin with). Another thing is Jess doesnt even defend me like its ok that Jackie is saying these things about me. Im fucking tired of this shit. I don't care if Jackies box of chocolates for was bigger than the one I gave Jess of if I didnt spend a whole bunch of money on Jess for Valentines day. Also Jackie should stop fucking lieing and saying stuff like oh Mikes ex tasha used to get bladder infections all the time cause she never did. Im wasnt the one fucking more than one person at once Asshole. Im to the point where I don't know what to do. So if you have a problem with me just tell me don't talk shit to my girlfriend. Maybe you want her to break up with me or something so she's miserable and tells you how great you have it I don't know but shut your fucking mouth before I fucking kick you in it. |
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| OH MAN!! |
[Jan. 8th, 2006|10:10 pm] |
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So me and jess are laying in bed right now. We went to the New York Reptile Expo today. It was definitly worth the 9 dollars admission. There was so many different animals for sale there. I've never seen so many snakes in one room before. Jess got herself a jungle carpet python and we found it for cheap. Probably the best price for a jungle carpet python around. There were so many things I wanted there. There was this Goliath Bird Eater Tarantula, I've never seen a spider that big in my whole life. There was some cool bullfrogs and really nice looking pacman frogs too. I decided to get a Uroplatus Henkeli. Its the coolest looking lizard I've ever seen. He's so tame and nice and his tail is shaped like a leaf. Then at the end of the show before we left I bought a Baby Timor Monitor. He's so small. Right now he's a little nervous but he'll get better. Me and Jess are going to go to the Lancaster Reptile Expo next. I'm going to start saveing my money for that and our House fund. I can't wait to go. When me and Jess get a place to live we're going to have a reptile room. Jess just said that she love John Michael Montgomery. LMAO!!! I feel horrible cause she has a bad migraine and she looks so miserable and I hate it when she's like that cause I want to help her but there's nothing that I can do. I guess all I can do is just comfort her thats all. My poor baby is sick :( . Tommorrow when I get home from work Im going to take pics of my new pets and stuff cause they are definitly awesome as hell!! Im going to hold jess and go to sleep cause I have work at 7 in the morning like usual. |
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| OH YEAH BABY!! |
[Jan. 7th, 2006|10:11 am] |
You are uber goth. You are dark, mysterious,
morbid, beautiful, in love with death, with
darkness. You enjoy life, you see beauty in
both our joy and desair. You embrace the entire
scene. Ah, I love you, you rock.
What kind of goth are you? (with pics)
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| I Miss Jess. |
[Jan. 6th, 2006|08:57 pm] |
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Its almost 9pm and I'm just kinda sitting doing nothing cuase Im really really bored. Today I got paid and it was awesome cause I got a lot of pay. Usually Jess gets out at 7 on fridays but I guess she had new students today or something. Maybe she just doesnt like me anymore because I can't kiss her. Anyway I went to target and spend 80 dollars on some new clothes. I got a awesome new hat it rocks.
Oh Jess just called she did have new students. YAY!! she still likes me. I think I've just been missing her a lot today cause I had a scary dream about her leaving me for somebody else. It seemed so real. So I kinda woke up shaking and looked over and she was asleep next to me so I felt sooooooooooooo much better. She really is the love of my life and I can't wait to marry her it's gonna be more than awesome its gonna be "silly".
Lately my job has been going really really good. My boss said that when it comes time for my review that Im gonna get the best review possible and the best raise. That makes me happy cause I feel so accomplished and I feel like Im actually a responsible person for once in my life Im not worried about whats going to happen to me or if Im going to get money or when Im gonna get my next fix or if the cops are going to find me or where Im going to be staying tommorrow night. I can actually lay back and relax and hold onto the thing that matters to me to most my fiance. I owe everything to jess. She has helped me so much. Its not like she changed me but I have changed in a good way but because I wanted to change for her. I'm so happy I did. Oh man I'm getting married isnt that awesome!!!
Sunday me and Jess are going to the reptile expo and it's going to be the best thing EVER!! I also want to go to that pet shop thats closing down because I want to pick up that 5 1/2 gallon tank and some more lights and shit. Maybe I'll get myself a Pacman frog or something. I really want to get a albino one or a red one. Hopefully I can find a red one cause I heard their rare. I also want to get a tarantula for myself. Maybe I'll get one of those bird eater one's cause they are friggin huge. Maybe I'll just get myself a rose hair too kinda like jeff. I don't know there's just so many possibilities. Well Im going to play a game for a little bit til jess gets here. |
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| OH YEAH BABY!! |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|10:48 am] |
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She totally said yes and we're totally getting married!!!!! YAY!!!!! |
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| In Pain! |
[Dec. 22nd, 2005|06:23 pm] |
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Right now Im in so much pain. Im in pain and Im angry. Sometimes I get angry about things that I have no right to be angry about. I think Im just not used to being good. Usually I go out and get f*cked up or I go out and beat the shit outta someone. I guess Im just naturally self destructive. Tommorrow I have to go to the dentist and crap. He better give me pain killers or something or I'll shit everywhere. Im so hungry but it hurts to much to eat. I made up my work schedule for next week and it's awesome as hell. I love working 11-7. Im not opening and Im not closeing. Yay. |
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